tremors lead to earthquakes.

i don't know what went wrong.. things have changed here.
But that's besides the point.

I have not written in a very, very long time.  An abundance of ideas with no motivation amounts to nothing.

So.  I'm still in France.

This experience has really opened my eyes to the world around me and made me aware of a lot things about myself and the ones around me.  I don't want to get all philosophical.. or at least not until I'm home so I can give a proper reflection on everything.  I want it to be a bit of a surprise.

But yah.  I've definitely .. changed.  For the better mind you. I've been given the chance of a lifetime and I've taken it to heart.  I have thought a lot about who i am, who i want to be, where i want to go and all that fun stuff.  I have opened up to those around me, and more importantly, to myself. I've gained a true confidence that I'm proud of.

Again, I don't want to spoil it, but rather let it simmer and savour it for a post later on.

So with that, I think I'm ready to come home.  I've accomplished everything I was looking to accomplish, and i've found the parts of me I was searching for.  Not that i want to go just yet, i'm just ready.

Well. Certain events have shifted atmospheres and my mind involuntarily.. so I don't know where everything is at right now.  But yah.  Things will work out.. they always do..