well actually i know exactly why.. but im not going to write about it on here.. or at least not yet..
all i can say is.. today was uber tough. like.. the toughest day i have had out here.
When you start to feel alone.. unwanted.. well those feelings eat away at you. I'm only human.
And once those feelings start, you just want someone to talk to. And so with that comes the longing for a familiar face, familiar voice.
The first wave of homesickness. Although I can safely say it wasn't self induced.. but rather brought upon by others causing me to feel this way.
I just really need to be happy again.
I didn't want this to be a legit blog.. I'm not really in a good mindset to write in depth at the moment. So I'll stop with that.
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